Monday, July 26, 2010
(9:44 PM)
this little boy up here who's my work mate whom i really love alot whom im very close with & just yesterday, the very moment it happened, I SO HATE HIM. he made me fall. ass him. dont like him. he grab my ankle making me lost my balance cause he didnt let go of my leg. damn it. i fell using my fore arm to protect my head at last knowing my fore arm had scratches and has a big blue black right now! everyone said it's swollen. gosh its painful alright. i cannot take it. want to smoke also so hard. & its right hand la okay. all i do with right hand. ccb him. hmph. thanks to him im suffering!
Thursday, July 22, 2010
(12:55 AM)
i went shopping with cinte & it was fun.
oh well basically changed her dressing.
instead of being the typical growing mat rep to a much relax one :)
was suppose to changed her to a girl though.
but heh i think both of us just couldn't resists our eyes to see the boys one.
it was a good evening spent with her.
& guess what!
it was her first time eating lor mee today.
gosh it was funny how her reaction was when the food came
she said it smell very herbal.
and we met cha, ryni & black and friends.
black and cinte bully me like crazy.
hate them but love them.
thats it for today :)
Sunday, July 18, 2010
(2:25 AM)
a simple countdown which brings a good friendship.
& the love i have for you is infinity.
lots of disturbing things has been happening.im not glad it did but i guess i just couldnt stop it from happening.
since i slapped someone, it really got me thinking ;
why do people need me to use violence on them then they'll change ,
like really JUST me.
someone said, cause elly, you're someone that alot can depend on.
maybe i suppose but im not perfect.
get this straight IM NOT PERFECT!
i dont live in this world to live up the expectation of others.
i dont know why i got to make them happy anyway.
haish.
im sorry if ive made my actions speak louder than words.
read this carefully,
I LOVE NURFARHNA BINTE ROSLEE
& thats it (fullstop)
in your eyes, it may look like im treating her bad,
cause im being too nice to others.
thats my nature and i cant help it though i get from alot to be more self centred.
it may have caused confusions but i know what i want.
im not treating my girlfriend bad.
lots of disturbing things has been happening.