SHOUTING OUT TO A PARTICULAR PERSON CALLED ZUL WHO ACTUALLY TAGGED MY BLOG. HEY FUCKER, YOU DONT KNOW WHO I AM OR WHAT TYPE OF PERSON I AM. SO WHAT IF IM FAT AND UGLY?? DOES THAT EVEN CONCERNS YOU? AKU NI MATAIR KAU? TAK KAN. BE WHY ARE YOU MAKING A BIG FUSS ABOUT IT WHEN MY POST IS NOT EVEN REFERING TO YOU SIA?! IF YOU BLOODY DARE TO TAGGED MY BLOG THAT WAY. FUCKING SHOW YOUR DAMNSELF LA SIAL. KIMAK KAU MEPEK TAU TAK CARIK PASAL KAT BLOG. YOU'RE THE MOST IMMATURED GUY I'VE EVER SEEN MANN. AY ASSHOLE GROW UP LA OKAY!! AND GET A LIFE SO YOU CANT STOP DISTURBING OTHERS. FUCKER. NABE CIBAI. PUKIMAK KAU TAK KENAL NAK BANYAK BUNYI. LANCHIOU LA SIAL!! SHOW YOURSELF DAMN IT
Labels: bloody rude fucker
"does it have to end with a why?"
11:34 PM
hola monday was great. oh well they had a mix aged party over at zirca. and i went alone. meeting baby, khai meh and shanky there. eventually honey was there too. oh well he lied. he told me that he's working. i was about to sleep okay. i swear! still i went cause i had a heavy heart and trully, i found him there. we did quarelled for some time. but hey he couldn't have got in without me:) we danced together after he went off to dance with his other gfs. then he came back to spend time with me the whole night through. khai was drunk and so was honey. haha
and the crowd was crazy! omg. never never hopefully never going to a underage party again. haha. but it was good actually. had fun had some drinks. didnt get too high- BORING! haha. then again lots of funny incidents happened that night. really laughable. i really cant forget about it. and honey said this, "baby i love dancing with you"
despite that we are fighting now. well im leaving him alone to cool down. damn it he has too many gfs. i cant stand it. what if one day he cheats on me?? hmm... leaving me heartbroken. cried like crazy mama sia just now. cibei. and to aida wasted kau didnt come. haha. nak party dengan aku je tak dapat... heh
Labels: club virgins broken
"does it have to end with a why?"
6:41 PM
i just think no one can define people. each individual has something different. like being a bitch and a nerd perhaps or just maybe mundane girl. oh well shouting out to a particular group of people, if you judge people by popularity, face or maybe just size... you guys can fuck off cause i dont fucking think i need peeps like you guys. its for me to know and for you to find out.
friends.. everyone says, what are friends for? thats all bullshit! find a clique who really cares. dont be with one just because you want to blend it cause it aint gonna work people. im sick and tired of whats been happening. fuck you peeps la okay. i know someone notices it together with me. but what could we do. nothing. just let it be. test my patience and hey you're going to get your meat peeps.
updates: got my new shoes. went to catch paranormal activity which was draggy. only the last part was good. im changing my style plus fashion. i guess :) and im waiting for upcoming christmas sale! haha. which is of course next month's pay. whee!
Labels: damn you girls
"does it have to end with a why?"
10:24 PM
"tears will never stop falling for you"
i love you and i dont want to lose you
at least for the second time i know
honey i dont feel your love.
"does it have to end with a why?"
11:18 PM
today was a rush for me. rushed to school as i was damn late. rushed to class. rushed back home rushed to bugis to meet honey and rushed back to honey's place. oh my god. can anyone picture that? hell no.
honey got a pair of jeans and a long sleeve top from topman. he put it on to work. he looked good. cause he had his pants unfold. heh:) anyway, tonight is like this first ever time i really dont trust him. he's stationed at central fire station. how could i possibly know if he just aint lying?? haish. well i guess i just have to despite having a bad feeling to it. i love you i miss you lots. cant wait to see you tomorrow..
and to someone: if you think that my friend needs to go through you first to get your dear bestfriend. think back, get through me first if she wants my friend.dug it?
"does it have to end with a why?"
11:02 PM
hmm at last i got my laptop back! yay! well didnt go to school today. naughty elly. i was having a damn bad migrane. though didnt want to go to work but lucky i did. if not they'll be no one doing closing. work was fun okay. had like a group of 16 peeps dining in to have a birthday celebration. kecoh la the place.
went to honey's place to get my laptop back and also to pass anyssa a dress which she wanted to use for her prom night if she liked it. heh. then i fucking waited for the bus for 20 mins and still didnt come. i grab a cab back and this was what happened. the thing was 3.60. i passes him ten bucks and told him that i got 60 cents. he said okay and guess what??! im suppose to like get 7 bucks changed when i only got 2!! cb!! when i turn to catch the cab, it already left. omg! i so feel like crying okay.
such a bad experience. somehow i felt that i was careless. and so was he! ergh! im like so damn broke now and i lost 5 bucks because of him. damn it. i tried seeing the plate number but too far ready. lesson learnt.. be patient! ergh!!!
Labels: feel so pissed off
"does it have to end with a why?"
11:46 PM
i had a great time with my gfs today. like after work, went to see cha and dee play pool. then we went to fish and co. express to eat. and despite that i was still freaking hungry okay! haha. i had like fish and calamari. which i didnt eat fries. heh. then we went to mac cafe to have a drink and choc muffin. ooo yum! haha which i only had like half. weird right? i know. haha elly idiot. and i was like super crazy okay today. macam no shame like that. for the first time ever. heh. it was fun though:)
"does it have to end with a why?"
11:24 PM
