Saturday, August 22, 2009
(11:28 PM)
hey hey people!well well. fasting was a mess. haha. honey camo over to my place in the morning and lied to me saying that he had to meet his PO at 1 when its suppose to be at 2. after getting ready and all, he suddenly told me that it was canceled. shit him. though i still love him. haha. hmm we caught a movie at shaw century. i know what a place but yeah got la something kan. we watched 'THE PROPOSAL'. damn that movie was awesome. really splendid. i loved it alot. i mean it actually brought me to tears. i didnt know it could be that touching. so for those who's thinking about watching it, dont think! watch! haha. some parts were hilarious too. eventhough the ending is abit expected but its still worth watching. trust me. girls especially, you would love it.
me...
wondering why i've been pretty emotional and sensitive nowadays. been crying for weeks. sometimes for no reasons and sometimes with reasons. can tear for like over 4 5 times per day. even watching tv. haish. i guess my mind's just caught up-with what, i've got no idea. i just hope it wont affect my upcoming exmas. about mom...some problems are coming up. not going to elaborate further here though. cried like crazy just now in honey's arms. i was freaking upset that i made him pissed off. dont know whats wrong with me now. well maybe red light's coming or maybe just me. anger management problem. haish. everthing in my life now is wrong. somethings are just wrong or maybe missing. im gone just blown by the wind. and i freaking need a job to support myself and honey. someone help me.
;still standing strong and trying to be positive
baby i love you and im sorry for shits that i've done
