Friday, August 28, 2009
(1:27 PM)


well its abit early to post but yeah. haish. i was in class just now and somehow i just felt like crying. i dont even know why. oh damn i miss him. i really do. he didnt contact me for the whole day yesterday. why the hell he broke his sim card. i feel so guilty. haish. i hope he really do book out today. i'll be waiting for any of his calls patiently. i just noticed im such a damn failure in love. really. like after so so long i've just noticed it. why cant things turn out like how i want it to be? why cant i just bring myself up to like forgive him? why am i being so stubborn? do i really want to end it? someone please help me find the answer. haish. im such a cuckoo. dumb me. i wish i had the answer to everything.
ps : honey i miss you so so much and i do love you. im sorry.