him.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
(12:07 AM)
this quote really caught my eyes. i was just browsing. i was thinking how could i possible not know everything when even the things i need to know to be happy is being kept. how the hell cn i lead through life this way. he's just being so unfair. really. dear please stop torturing my mentally. i swear i can go crazy. you're just trying to test my patience level. its not helping. let me be myself. i need to control my own life back. im not perfect. and lastly im not you. and its hard being me when you're there telling me what to do and not to do. im not a kid. yes like you said i cant take care of my own life cause i am suppose to lead and you guide not you lead and i guide. when i oppose you, you get angry. you said i did nothing right and nothing that makes you happy. if you think you're always right, fine. you win. but let me have my say. you yourself know that how much sacrifices ive done and made for you. countless penny and tears that were used. baby all i need it to be myself. if im not me and i cant be me, whats the point of being with me as when the first time you fell in love with me was when i was me, elly. i dont even know who i am now. if you think im not perfect for you, why stop me from leaving? cause you know you cant do without me and neither can i.
