one go another comes-
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
(12:41 AM)
like okay go. been back since hmm lets see 11plus plus. haha. went down back awhile to transfer cah to mom's friend then met baby to accompany her smoke awhile. bumped into hakim and ryan as well. well hakim gave us a quite silly thinking question. irritating sia. haha. then got home and tried to sleep but cant. okay food was so so. not as good as teh tarik. boo hoo. now my tummy needs a rub. ass.
now the bad thing is. texted her telling her why i havent been texting her nor calling. like hello ive been working and my prepaid was low. and damn all she could say was EXCUSES. okay i mean i tried not to like get angry but sial ar.. she put words into my mouth and accused me of things i didnt do mann. fuck i freaking hate it la okay. ergh!
me & him. still trying hard to adapt to my new lifestyles. maybe i just cant change fully. i cant be what you want me to become. im me. and if you dont control me, i wont oppose to what you dont like me to do. get it? but no matter what i still love you and im missing you badly due to the 3 hours we met for that one week. haish. friends have been complaining where have i been. here actually. just busy working. and like everyone couples whos little boys are in NS. working on weekdays and litte boys on weekends. all i could say know. elly is just not the happy go lucky girl she used to be. and i guess that have to stopped. like forever i guess.
Labels: not living up to expectations.
