just one day has passed. didnt have the appetite to eat. no mood to study. forcing myself to smile. that was all i could do. all i could afford to do is cry. thats what ive been doing since yesterday. works great today. met syak, reiko and hafiz awhile to like have a stick. i missed them. pretty alot.
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me: dear, will we ever be happy again?
him: hope so..
me: its a no right?
him: i said hope so right!!
i know things wont be the same. hes being so cold now. i know he hated what happened 2 days ago. honey im sorry. it'll be hard to forgive me this time. first, i dont treat you like a tissue. second i love you too much to do that. third, im not happy if you're gone. forth..and so for. all he knows what to do with me now is be angry and cold. he didnt text me when he's out for work. he didnt call me the whole day. when i called he kept quiet. when i ask him whether he want to meet me he says up to you. when he wants to sleep he didnt force me to sleep.
i dont know whats the meaning of relationship right now. can someone show me?
