Friday, November 27, 2009
(1:03 AM)
i lost sayang. for a lame reason which i aint going to say. for those who dont like him being with me, i hope you're glad. for those who are okay, i know you're shocked.
things have been weird not having him in my life. the daily, weekly routine is just different. i mean, it was just too sudden. i freaking miss him damn badly. three days has passed. oh well no one did believe that this would happen. well it did. i dont even know if he loves me. but yet i still do. i really do. these two days has been the craziest days ever. doing stupid thing and whatever shit i can do to just make me not think of him.
for him to come back or not, i dont know. i'll leave it to him. honey if you are reading this post, i fucking love you and i really need you. i just dont know what im doing to my life right now. spoil it till it rot i guess. haish.
and to dearest cha: i'll always be here for you no matter what happens. thick and thik we've been through for almost 4 years. its just great to have you. anauhibuka.
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