Saturday, December 5, 2009
(12:19 AM)
for the past few days after the damn news broke out, i was really heartbroken. despite everything, i still tried to smile. some said i was suffering from depression. am i really? i dont eat much now. cant sleep and always staring into space. get angry easily and also irritated. hmph. he meant so much to me. and this happens. i know im going to go through this slowly. and i know no matter what he'll always be the one i'll be thinking of no matter what. i cant lie to myself that i still love him and that i need him. and yesterday was 4th. happy late 10 months sayang[goodbye]
friends who had been by my side to cheer me up, hear me cry and advice me, thanks. ifah, baby, afan, khai, aida, fiq, fifie, joanne and many more. if names that i missed out im sorry. but they are the ones who were really there. sorry some pictures dont have:)heh
