Sunday, December 13, 2009
(10:51 PM)

i really dont get whats happening to my life right now. really. attached life was stressful what more single life. thought it would be as good as last time. but no. it's worst. what did i like do to deserve this single life. i know feelings are growing stronger for her. but she knows im not ready. its just not the time yet. i cant even trust her to take care of me. and all these boys, they're just liars and irritaters(own word). just get away and take a step back, that sounds much better. jealousy is a word but what about the reaction you're showing is giving the person double the feeling. dug it??
ps: and oh i cut ifah's hair. cool shit giler. so did i cut afan's hair. haha. have to see it. jealous sia elly! hmph