Monday, December 28, 2009
(12:53 AM)
my life now is so complicated. really. everything just seems so not working out. im just wishing for my old single life back. like way before which was 2 years ago? i mean im missing people and i know im not supposed to. im actually noticing all these small littlest details that's been happening because it does make at least some impact in my life. i know people may see me happy but i am not okay. it's just a fake smile and a fake good laugh to drain it all out. had a small good chat with adly just now. somethings do make some sense which i do realise but i tend not to bother.
