Monday, November 30, 2009
(10:56 PM)
sometimes i just wonder why cant people be perfect? be the way they want to be and be how others want them to be? i guess people are created just to be different in many other ways. things happens may it be good or bad. people gossips, people laugh people cry. all those happens for a reason. how bad it may affect someone or not then thats another. this month of november, too many incidents happened on my side. and its all negative. dont know about others. why? no one can answer.
saturday wavehouse was wow wow whoo!! its not good in the first part though. things happened but it turned out great at last. it was worth it. we dance from 9pm all the way to 4am. tell me how tiring could it be??! and i just wished that honey was still with me and there dancing together. haish :( i miss him effing badly.
Friday, November 27, 2009
(1:03 AM)
i lost sayang. for a lame reason which i aint going to say. for those who dont like him being with me, i hope you're glad. for those who are okay, i know you're shocked.
things have been weird not having him in my life. the daily, weekly routine is just different. i mean, it was just too sudden. i freaking miss him damn badly. three days has passed. oh well no one did believe that this would happen. well it did. i dont even know if he loves me. but yet i still do. i really do. these two days has been the craziest days ever. doing stupid thing and whatever shit i can do to just make me not think of him.
for him to come back or not, i dont know. i'll leave it to him. honey if you are reading this post, i fucking love you and i really need you. i just dont know what im doing to my life right now. spoil it till it rot i guess. haish.
and to dearest cha: i'll always be here for you no matter what happens. thick and thik we've been through for almost 4 years. its just great to have you. anauhibuka.
Labels: honey i need you
Monday, November 23, 2009
(11:34 PM)
like oi! haha.okay havent been updating. basically just lazy.
and guess what im super sick!! argh! i keep sneezing and coughing. having lots oh phlegm and and plus a sore throat. omg. my body like weak gitu kan but couldnt miss out the john little sale they had over at expo. heh. went with aida to shop shop. spend over a hundred and i treat aida. of course. cause i had some vouchers. haha! im not that rich and kind alright:) oh well with an extra something, we bought cool undies for our honeys. haha. its like the same design only different type. i cant probably explain it here. haha. but its damn cool okay. okay done! good malam people. christmas coming. so save up some money and empty it in a few weeks time.
Labels: shopping addicts
Thursday, November 19, 2009
(11:34 PM)
SHOUTING OUT TO A PARTICULAR PERSON CALLED ZUL WHO ACTUALLY TAGGED MY BLOG. HEY FUCKER, YOU DONT KNOW WHO I AM OR WHAT TYPE OF PERSON I AM. SO WHAT IF IM FAT AND UGLY?? DOES THAT EVEN CONCERNS YOU? AKU NI MATAIR KAU? TAK KAN. BE WHY ARE YOU MAKING A BIG FUSS ABOUT IT WHEN MY POST IS NOT EVEN REFERING TO YOU SIA?! IF YOU BLOODY DARE TO TAGGED MY BLOG THAT WAY. FUCKING SHOW YOUR DAMNSELF LA SIAL. KIMAK KAU MEPEK TAU TAK CARIK PASAL KAT BLOG. YOU'RE THE MOST IMMATURED GUY I'VE EVER SEEN MANN. AY ASSHOLE GROW UP LA OKAY!! AND GET A LIFE SO YOU CAN STOP DISTURBING OTHERS. FUCKER. PUKIMAK. KAU TAK KENAL AKU, NAK BANYAK BUNYI. SHOW YOURSELF DAMN IT
Labels: bloody rude fucker
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
(6:41 PM)
hola monday was great. oh well they had a mix aged party over at zirca. and i went alone. meeting baby, khai meh and shanky there. eventually honey was there too. oh well he lied. he told me that he's working. i was about to sleep okay. i swear! still i went cause i had a heavy heart and trully, i found him there. we did quarelled for some time. but hey he couldn't have got in without me:) we danced together after he went off to dance with his other gfs. then he came back to spend time with me the whole night through. khai was drunk and so was honey. haha
and the crowd was crazy! omg. never never hopefully never going to a underage party again. haha. but it was good actually. had fun had some drinks. didnt get too high- BORING! haha. then again lots of funny incidents happened that night. really laughable. i really cant forget about it. and honey said this, "baby i love dancing with you"
despite that we are fighting now. well im leaving him alone to cool down. damn it he has too many gfs. i cant stand it. what if one day he cheats on me?? hmm... leaving me heartbroken. cried like crazy mama sia just now. cibei. and to aida wasted kau didnt come. haha. nak party dengan aku je tak dapat... heh
Sunday, November 15, 2009
(10:24 PM)
i just think no one can define people. each individual has something different. like being a bitch and a nerd perhaps or just maybe mundane girl. oh well shouting out to a particular group of people, if you judge people by popularity, face or maybe just size... you guys can fuck off cause i dont fucking think i need peeps like you guys. its for me to know and for you to find out.
friends.. everyone says, what are friends for? thats all bullshit! find a clique who really cares. dont be with one just because you want to blend it cause it aint gonna work people. im sick and tired of whats been happening. fuck you peeps la okay. i know someone notices it together with me. but what could we do. nothing. just let it be. test my patience and hey you're going to get your meat peeps.
updates: got my new shoes. went to catch paranormal activity which was draggy. only the last part was good. im changing my style plus fashion. i guess :) and im waiting for upcoming christmas sale! haha. which is of course next month's pay. whee!
Labels: damn you girls
Friday, November 13, 2009
(11:18 PM)
"tears will never stop falling for you"
i love you and i dont want to lose you
at least for the second time i know
honey i dont feel your love.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
(11:02 PM)
today was a rush for me. rushed to school as i was damn late. rushed to class. rushed back home rushed to bugis to meet honey and rushed back to honey's place. oh my god. can anyone picture that? hell no.
honey got a pair of jeans and a long sleeve top from topman. he put it on to work. he looked good. cause he had his pants unfold. heh:) anyway, tonight is like this first ever time i really dont trust him. he's stationed at central fire station. how could i possibly know if he just aint lying?? haish. well i guess i just have to despite having a bad feeling to it. i love you i miss you lots. cant wait to see you tomorrow..
and to someone: if you think that my friend needs to go through you first to get your dear bestfriend. think back, get through me first if she wants my friend.dug it?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
(11:46 PM)
hmm at last i got my laptop back! yay! well didnt go to school today. naughty elly. i was having a damn bad migrane. though didnt want to go to work but lucky i did. if not they'll be no one doing closing. work was fun okay. had like a group of 16 peeps dining in to have a birthday celebration. kecoh la the place.
went to honey's place to get my laptop back and also to pass anyssa a dress which she wanted to use for her prom night if she liked it. heh. then i fucking waited for the bus for 20 mins and still didnt come. i grab a cab back and this was what happened. the thing was 3.60. i passes him ten bucks and told him that i got 60 cents. he said okay and guess what??! im suppose to like get 7 bucks changed when i only got 2!! cb!! when i turn to catch the cab, it already left. omg! i so feel like crying okay.
such a bad experience. somehow i felt that i was careless. and so was he! ergh! im like so damn broke now and i lost 5 bucks because of him. damn it. i tried seeing the plate number but too far ready. lesson learnt.. be patient! ergh!!!
Labels: feel so pissed off
Sunday, November 8, 2009
(11:24 PM)
i had a great time with my gfs today. like after work, went to see cha and dee play pool. then we went to fish and co. express to eat. and despite that i was still freaking hungry okay! haha. i had like fish and calamari. which i didnt eat fries. heh. then we went to mac cafe to have a drink and choc muffin. ooo yum! haha which i only had like half. weird right? i know. haha elly idiot. and i was like super crazy okay today. macam no shame like that. for the first time ever. heh. it was fun though:)
Friday, November 6, 2009
(6:57 PM)
havent been blogging for two days now cause laptop's with honey. he brought it home.
today:
is fun day afterall. after school me and honey went to clark quay to eat at fish manhattan. it as his first time and he really love it alot. spent about 60 bucks. whee! but im cool. well now im at marina mac like chilling and using laptop. then suddenly the connection got cut off despite being connected, we still couldnt surf the net when we transfered in. phuck. so shit sia.
then honey actually forgot to like bring my sprite in which still had half. and when he went out back to take, there was a group of boys who actually drank from it!! weird right? no money tell me. i'll ask them to find a way to get their own. heh:)
also! honey dropped my camera like thrice. haha. he ar. hmm. oh well now we are at starbucks. dont know why we keep changing places. haha. well toodles then. and honey's bringing home my laptop again as he got some work to do...
and damn it i cant upload the pictures. cibei. forget about it.
and again he's changes. i love him lots.
Labels: i had a lovely day with him
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
(11:33 PM)
little hi litte low little hey little ho!
oh well today i freaking went school for 15 mins. haha. cool shit. oh well. tet! who cares. seriously im like getting sick of school i dont even know why and my test starts tomorrow. got that right! ive not studied. haha. school's like a bore to me. how i wish its like holiday again. whee! enjoy my time earning big bucks mann. and rotting.
about today after school, honey came over my place and made a hell lots of noise cause i havent got ready yet. heh. i was like in sleeping mode mann. oh well then i got some voucher for movies at shaw. we actually wanted to watch DARAH but they didnt have any slots for it. thus we ended up watching "imagine that". its not as good as i though it would be though but its still enjoyable. i heard honey cried. heh. met ain after that to accompany her to get her macaroni soup. cute right. then slacked a tmart for awhile.
fyi: 16 mins more to like 12.00am.
HAPPY 9TH MONTHS LOVE!
Monday, November 2, 2009
(11:09 PM)
okay like i didnt go school today. i was freaking tired which i still am. i dont know what is wrong with my body now. and hmm.. i went out to city hall with syakirin and cha. oh well, we really had a fulfilling dinner mann! at fish manhattan which i paid like $53.65. alot right? i know. heh. oh well then we went to esplanade to slack. was suppose to head to fullerton but i was lazy to walk and we did what we always do. CAMWHORE! haha. then head back down to simei to sit at starbucks awhile. met reiko hafiz and aida chew. went off early as all of us were like effing tired. so yeah.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
(11:11 PM)
was working for like 4 hours today. cool right? i know. heh. then went home to change and met honey. asked him to accompany me to beach road to get dad's uniform. like so semangat right me? i know. haha. well its just a lil favour. got dinner after that. i got my sugarcane lemon with extra lemon. its been some time since i actually like had it. whee! well went back home to send dad's food then i went over to honey's place.
then somehow he had his psp time. so irritaing. sometimes i just wonder, first drugs then psp. then what next. but im remaining positive. what to do.. haish anyway besides that, we still had our long lost romance. haha! how funny but he is so sexy. heh. my sexy dude. thats all for now. toodles.
oh and she called alright.
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