Sunday, January 3, 2010
(2:42 AM)
the starting of 2010 is bad. just like the continuation of 2009. the feeling sucks real bad and i just feel like dropping down and give up. everything. work, family, friends. girlfriend, boyfriends. all! nothing seemed to be going the right way. whats more is there to say? is this going to continue? cause if it is im not prepared and damn this life. i swear.
and you. making life difficult for me. time and time again i hear this and that about you. its hard for me to accept. but true or not i dont know. please stop it. stop ruining this love. you're not saving the sinking ship. all you're doing is saving your own butt. you're just giving in cause you know you're losing me and you dont want that to happen. but you didnt realise even the simplest mistake you're causing trouble. i dont want people to think im a bad girlfriend. cause i know im not. the problem lies in you love. and oh love. i never did say it was over. you assumed too much.
