Sunday, July 18, 2010
(2:25 AM)
a simple countdown which brings a good friendship.
& the love i have for you is infinity.
lots of disturbing things has been happening.im not glad it did but i guess i just couldnt stop it from happening.
since i slapped someone, it really got me thinking ;
why do people need me to use violence on them then they'll change ,
like really JUST me.
someone said, cause elly, you're someone that alot can depend on.
maybe i suppose but im not perfect.
get this straight IM NOT PERFECT!
i dont live in this world to live up the expectation of others.
i dont know why i got to make them happy anyway.
haish.
im sorry if ive made my actions speak louder than words.
read this carefully,
I LOVE NURFARHNA BINTE ROSLEE
& thats it (fullstop)
in your eyes, it may look like im treating her bad,
cause im being too nice to others.
thats my nature and i cant help it though i get from alot to be more self centred.
it may have caused confusions but i know what i want.
im not treating my girlfriend bad.
lots of disturbing things has been happening.